Quarterly Goals - March 2019


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My Goals Due March 2019


  1. Draft 1 Shallow Seas
    1. Shallow Seas is a working title for this Hero's Journey that steps off of Campbell's wheel at times because actions have consequences. Severe consequences.
      Have an outline (8500 words), but it needs much more. Finish the outline, finish the first draft. This I'll do by March.
  2. Time Efficiency
    1. I am unhappy wasting time. Right now chores and what I literally categorize as "waste time" take up anywhere from 40% to 50%, mainly resting in food prep, cleaning, and commuting.
      The goal here is to get that time to be less than one-third of my weekly spending. Moving to a new office five minutes away will help a lot, but more work might be needed (or in need of being cut) to achieve this outcome.
  3. Be Assertive
    1. Simply put, I'm too non-confrontational. It's literally my most recognized, positive trait. However, there's a darker side, too.

      A few events have happened in this last quarter where not practicing assertiveness has caused negative outcomes not only for myself, but for others. To reduce how I hurt others, I must serve myself with the favor of expressing directly my wants and needs. Here is where I'll start.
  4. Voice Acting Credit
    1. From last quarter, I have a demo reel. It should be changed, but I have the knowledge to do that, too. It's fun to make voices, to act with play emotion, and I will be unhappy to not have tried being an accredited voice actor, at least once.
  5. Marathon Capacity
    1. I want to be able to run a marathon. Do I actually need to compete in one? No. The goal is to be able to do a practice marathon (this is nearly universally not recommended), if not dip my toe into a competition this Spring.
  6. Play Games
    1. A very important conversation with a very important person helped me realize I need to enjoy life. From that, there are four areas I revel in, those being: Do well, daydream, be present, and serve.

      Games can accomplish two, possibly three, of those for me. Four, if by 'serve' means serving my future self, not burning out on the non-consequential tedium of the day-to-day, but to glory in this thing called life.

      How am I going to measure this? Not sure yet - heck of a SMART goal, right? But I will track time spent enjoying myself, possibly scheduling it in and defending it (#Assertiveness!).
  7. Read
    1. I've stopped reading. Yes, there are audiobooks, and yes, I browse articles and the like. But what of a thing I must take in with my eyes, to focus my hands and gaze and mind on?
      Books are going to start appearing at my bedside and novels will appear on my phone, accessible within two clicks. I will not give up on reading, nor, dare I say, should you.
Let's see about accomplishing more than 50% of these seven plans for myself. What do you want to give your future self?

Listening to Kaszimir's Flag while putting this together. While on YouTube, checkout Jenna Moreci, the inspiration for these quarterly goals.

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P.S. Picked this quarter's image based on having a 'vision' of a new story premise, a combination of 1984 and Fahrenheit 451, the theme being that knowledge is a terrible thing. Robots, lots of fire, loss of innocence, sexy firefighters, the pitch may need some work :)

Quarterly Goals Recap - December 2018

Where have the three months gone!? Truly, time flies.

Just as truly, 2018 has been the year of self-discovery and definition. Between flexing my capabilities in software development, getting a better taste of project management, traveling abroad, writing, and putting pen-to-paper when it comes to what I want to accomplish in life, possibilities are both growing and solidifying.

Of the extreme danger of sounding more vague, simply put, I am.

Enough of that for now. Let's talk about what we set about to do three months ago and where we are now, three months hence.

What Were My Goals?

  1. Stream 100 Days
    1. Won. Verbatim, a stream didn't happen consistently for 100 days, nor did a schedule get strictly adhered to. Why? Two things: First, I liked engaging with viewers, but they weren't the reason I showed up on stream; they were a passive byproduct of me merely making public work that interested me. Second, spending two weeks in India with followup on either end of the trip put the nail in the coffin of "is streaming for me".
  2. Voice Work
    1. Failed. Did I learn how to voice act? Yes. Did I study, making a sample reel of voices? Yes. Did this get sent out, or myself apply to even gigs for free to try for accreditation? No.

      I really enjoy acting with my voice, so will I pursue more voice acting ventures? Most likely.
  3. Creative Writing
    1. Won. A story on my mind for awhile has been outlined. Certain fluid parts have solidified. That, and a balance-sheet of the stories I'd like to write has been put together. This sheet, which includes things other than writing, will be where future goals get drawn from.
  4. Say No!
    1. Failed. The (spectacular) failure here involves other people. I need to remove that weakness, being more assertive, and feeling more compassion for my future self more often than for the needs of others. Assertiveness is feedback from multiple folks in multiple scenes of my life, so there's something to it.

Despite having only four goals laid out this time, we're still 50% for success. Hey, at least I'm consistent!

What has been learned:
  • Don't fear dropping an exploratory goal (eg streaming) early if it really does not click.
  • Be assertive. Become more militant in protecting time.
  • I like voice acting.
  • I really like writing.
  • I really enjoy putting together spreadsheets!

During the last three months, a balance sheet of life goals has been put together and quantitatively evaluated. My five purposes in life have been distilled into four. Four 'buckets' of enjoyment have also been defined, though singular activities from these buckets may need to be specified for time's sake.

But what's next? It's clear more 'me' time is necessary, as well as writing. Things for the day job may be considered, including scheduling time off work. Whatever happens, we'll see more in the next post. Cheers for now!

Quarterly Goals - December 2018

Getting down to business. Let's do it.


My Goals Due December 2018

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  1. Stream 100 Days
    1. Inspired by the likes Professor Broman and Gary Vee (both available in podcast format on Google Play), any work done ought to be documented. This isn't a new concept for a software developer like myself. However, the purpose is about the process - heck, anything that I do can be a stepping stone or learning experience for others.

      I'll be trying out places like Twitch, Mixer, and Facebook Live, doing things like playing games and learning how to do voice-overs. My gamertag account is RowmanSailor and will be used for all the testing, but I may move to the account GreyLibrary for broadcasting in the long term. (Can always abandon it if I don't feel keen on streaming.)

      But why 100 days? Because, on Twitch, if a person streams for 90 days, they are already in the top 20th or 10th percentile of all streamers ever. (It's a numbers game, folks.)
  2. Voice Work
    1. Strangers I meet will consistently comment on my voice. Can I refine that into something more? Maybe. This quarter is all about learning (I want to be a voice actor) and practice (talking while on stream, reading aloud stories and snippets, putting a demo together).
  3. Creative Writing
    1. Not sure if this will be followed-up on fully. However, it ties in nicely with the goal of voice work. It's always safe to read your own material online :)

      Whatever the case, writing is a creative fallback from both streaming and speaking.
  4. Say No!
    1. I've already messed this up at the time of writing as the quarter has already started a few days ago. Saying "no" is incredibly tough for me and it must not be.
      Let's see if I can do any better going forward, at least protecting a two hour time slot every morning to stream for  the next 100 days!

For any interested, I jammed to some epic Beethoven on YouTube getting these goals down and this post written. Again, this process of goal-setting come from YouTuber Jenna Moreci. If you would like to keep up with this process, check me out on Twitter @JimmyChattin.

The principle of this quarter's goals is to be epic like Lord Vader. Wouldn't you agree this is what we can all strive for?

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Quarterly Goals Recap - September 2018

This has been a tough last three months. With a huge project having dropped at work, it's exposed that I need to better protect my time and interests, though I need to better clarify what those interests are.

If you're wondering what this "Quarterly Goals" thing is, check out my previous recap or the outline for this past quarter.



What Were My Goals?


  1. Get a working prototype of a game Tech Dungeon (working title).
    1. Failed. As this quarter was winding down, I was running out of time. I did find programmers that could take on the task while my contribution was a design spec. The trigger failed to be pulled on getting this prototype ready.
  2. Write letters to my past selves.
    1. Failed. No letters written, hardly an outline. These were to be pieces of life advice, though even that is getting turned around as I type.
  3. World-build the Diesel Dark (working title) universe.
    1. Failed. It's unclear what I have here. World-building, story outlines, but what's different about it? Seemingly little from its inspiration Warhammer 40k. The best that can be said about it is that I've enough to use the IP as a converted outlet for any current or future WH40K fan fiction!
  4. Blog twice monthly.
    1. Failed. Kept up for the first month, only went half-way the second month, and here in August the blog has been neglected. I'm learning something: I prefer not to write copy! That, and what do I have to say? There's still so much to learn...
  5. Clear Facebook and Reddit of saved content.
    1. Won. Pretty darn clean. The best part was sparking off a huge Facebook discussion on a years-old post all because I 'liked' the thing!
  6. Record all saved Warhammer 40K loglines.
    1. Failed. Got started moving these hundreds of loglines for plots, characters, settings, and gameplay items. Could finish in a weekend, but would it be anything but "shuffling papers" around?
  7. Let go of a bunch of material things.
    1. Failed. Got rid of some, still have a lot. Could stick them all in a box for donation... Not ready to do that, so some will get donated while others will eventually be up for sale.
  8. Refresh C# knowledge.
    1. Won. So much covered! And so much new stuff learned in the project at the job that's been taking up attention... Plus, a lot of C++ cramming took place for interviews. (There's a story how these talks went and how I'm maybe being a little more flexible in career considerations~)
  9. Visit the family.
    1. Won. Got to see the cats - have to chalk that up as a win.
  10. Last Will and Testament.
    1. Won. This sucker is good to go! Any next steps would be sending out information packets with Will copies to a few folks for safe keeping.
  11. (Two personal goals.)
    1. Won (both). Some important things got done. I'm better equipped for the future because of the effort.
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Six out of twelve. Not too good. So what went askew? First, no timelines - this was all done 'seat-of-the-pants' style, allowing time to slip away. Second, no dedicated time to work on goals was allocated - it was all ad hoc, taking a few minutes here, a few there. Third, easy distractions that took away from goal-time weren't corrected for or made up. Lastly, some of the goals were not part of who I am - not enjoyable, not profitable.

How to make better games and other things? I'm thinking either 1) expanding the goal list to include day-job activities, but those aren't always dictated by me; or, 2) condensing the number of goals and improving the quality (fewer trivial pieces of low-hanging fruit).

Because I subscribe to 'work-life separation', the next quarter's goals will seek to reduce the number of goals but make their impact / quality much higher. This'll start with defining my 'Purpose', followed by goal brainstorming, then followed-up on creating timelines versus 'winging it' (what's been business so far). A new, massive task is on the horizon at the day-job, so we'll see how well time and attention can be protected!

Sound good? Good. Hope to have you along as I continue this trek to accomplish more :)

Multitasking, Distraction, and (Not) Doing

Greetings, busy person! Fellow many-priorities person here.

Have problems with multitasking? It's become well known that multitasking is dangerous. Other than being ineffective, multitasking can cause brain damage, lowering IQ, and that's just the start.

There's so much science behind trying to multitask (including popular case-study accounts like The One Thing by Gary Keller or The Effective Executive by Peter Drucker) it's clear humans are meant to do one thing at a time.

Just don't multitask. Period. (Quick post, no?)

If you'd care for a the influential remarks that came to me about multitasking, read on!

Multitasking, Distraction, and (Not) Doing

Book cover from Amazon.com

Reading Kenneth S. Rubin's book Essential Scrum: A Practical Guide to the Most Popular Agile Process hit me like a brick. It covers project development and management, though some real gold comes from the exercises. Here's one (try it yourself):

Set a timer, then say or write the following characters. Start by going row by row; record the time. Next, finish each column before trying the next; compare the times:
Image edited from Essential Scrum: A Practical Guide to the Most Popular Agile Practices

What do your times look like? Taking a guess, the row-by-row was a lot more time intensive than the column-by-column, or single-category attempt.

Mr. Rubin's test shows that multitasking such simple things as reciting together the alphabet and numbers destroys performance. Sticking to a single frame of mind saves time, if not also sanity.

Still think you can get away with multitasking? Try the test above again, but with some 'help': Turn on YouTube News, crank some music, and set a timer for ten seconds.

Those results aren't good.

This is interruption, distraction. Banes for those trying to get things done. It happens when watching (having to find a lost spot on the page or context of a scene), listening ("Could you repeat that?"), doing.

Interrupted or distracted 'doing' is especially harmful. 'Doing' is active, while hearing and seeing are naturally passive. Actions that become interrupted or distracted are like a speeding train that needs to stop (derailing) or gets onto the wrong track (oops), like a car where "they came out of nowhere" or that drifts into the other lane.

Don't 'do' during distraction.

'No longer doing' image from Pexels.com

Part of interruption can be putting something off for awhile. "Now's not a good time," you say. Well, the time gets good.

Or maybe you'd like to dust off one of those postponed projects. What you'll be faced with there is likely to be either:
  1. Irrelevant items (e.g. that blog outline predicting the outcome of the 2016 election does little in 2018)
  2. Analysis paralysis (there are so many things I could start again, maybe I'll organize them - I can't work in a cluttered environment, can I? [/sarcasm])
  3. Where to begin (where was I on project X?)
Or all of the above. Interruptions do happen (though you're working on negating them, right?). But just because something has had some effort invested doesn't warrant sinking more into the cost.

Thus the importance of no-to-do lists. When the majority of humanity lived in poverty, being able to do more was a sign of wealth. Now, when everyone - everyone - can do everything and wanting to do it all at once (multitasking), elites separate themselves over what they'll not do. From Tim Ferriss to Warren Buffet, success correlates with suppressing the 'noise' of virtually infinite possibility.

A wall doesn't have all its bricks laid at once, but one at a time. As such, picking a strength or two, a priority (maybe two), and sticking with them guarantees outcomes vs. their purgatory of being interrupted in multitasking.

Monotasking, Focus, and Exclusivity

We do better when working on one thing that has 100% attention. That doesn't mean other tasks are off the 'to-do' list, but there's only one place at the top. And that list? Carefully curated by excluding as much as possible from it so only the right work is done.

Now go forth, you hyper efficient person! Avoid multitasking multiples of 'doing', distracted 'doing', and 'doing' everything. You, your work, and those around you will be better for it.

(I know I am.)

My Overtime Experiences

This week marks (hopefully) the end of 3 weeks of serious overtime (60+ hours a week, 6-7 days a week). Needless to say, I've been thinking a lot about overtime... Let's talk about it.


Quarterly Goals - September 2018

This coming quarter is a sober one. Skipping the 'why', there are things that I feel compelled to do to have a prepared life. That said, let's jump into it!

My Goals Due September 2018

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  1. Tech Dungeon Game Prototype
    1. This comes from the partial work done last quarter. A real-time text-based squad dungeon crawler, the text-based part is already in place. What's next is random level generation, enemies, better code for the game timers, and finally something fit for showing off on GitHub.
  2. Letters to Myself
    1. I will write letters of advice to myself at certain ages. What would you tell your seven-year-old self? Your seventeenth? The goal provides me an opportunity to address mistakes, clarify my own learning, and leave something organized in terms of a life philosophy so far.
  3. World-Build Diesel Dark (Working Title)
    1. Diesel Dark allows me the opportunity to write grimdark stories outside of the Warhammer 40K universe, i.e. intellectual property. Set on an alien Earth, by September I will have described the fungal beasts, tireless aliens, crumbling barriers, underwater cults, crazed nomads, walking mountains, fortress spires, and dying orbital cities. Maybe a story or two will creep in as well!
  4. Two Blog Posts Monthly
    1. Self explanatory. Won't hold myself to much criteria here, except that I ought not to rely on these "Quarterly Goals" articles to save me.
  5. Clear Reddit / Facebook Saves
    1. Do you collect online articles like lint on black velvet? I know I do. And I'm going to get my act together on this regard.
  6. Warhammer 40,000 Loglines
    1. Warhammer has been my crutch for the last two-to-three years. In that time a mound of concepts and storylines nearly snuffed out original stories. To fix that, I'll title and add up to a manuscript in length of content for each tale. If sometime in the future I wish to take up these thoughts again, they'll be nicely prepared to receive me.
  7. Remove All Excess Property
    1. I failed to sell all but one book last quarter. This time, the ante is upped by my forced removal of all excess property that plagues my home. Getting money for these would be nice, but the bin is free of all effort.
  8. Refresh C#
    1. When was the last time I formally studied C#? University? Whatever the case, there's a collection of tasks I've charged others to accomplish when attempting to learn C#. I'm not above these tasks myself, so it should be a fine refresher of my favorite language.
  9. Visit Family
    1. It's been awhile. I am fixing that.
  10. Will
    1. Everyone needs a will to plan their estate. Time not to talk about what I want my funeral to be like. Rather, leave no doubt as to my last intentions.
That's a list! In addition to the above are two personal goals (no worries - I'll hit those just as steadfastly!). Twelve in all, I'll be occupied without a doubt. Wish that all my intentions turn out in these endeavors!

If you missed the review of June's goals, you can find them here. As a reminder, this system is based off of YouTuber Jenna Moreci's technique. It works for her and with edits drives me too.

Quarterly Goals Recap - June 2018

Quarterly Goals?

Quarterly Goals are the well thought about activities and accomplishments I want to see done within a three month time span. There should be more than what can be accomplished though all and more must be aimed for. At the end of the quarter, a public post is made. What the goals were, their pass / fail state, and what the next quarter brings are all covered. (Nothing like public accountability!)

Author, vlogger, and cyborg Jenna Moreci (link to her Youtube channel) uses this system and is what I'm basing the work on. Her descriptions go in depth on the concept, so should you like to adopt the process, check her out. Follow along here regardless!

What Were My Goals?

For my first partial-quarter (only two months) trying out Quarterly Goals, I kept it loose with eleven parts:
  1. Sell all my excess books.
  2. Update my personal schedule.
  3. Prototype a real-time, text-based dungeon crawler.
  4. Prototype a Hotline Miami meets DOOM game.
  5. Outline a larger fan fiction of the Warhammer 40,000 Emperor of Humanity's unknown past.
  6. Rewrite three separate short stories based on feedback on.
  7. Rewrite a novella based on feedback of other stories.
  8. Only binge three meals a week.
    1. Some background on this: After following Tim Ferriss through a number of his books and studies, I read The 4-Hour Body, his book on health. 
  9. Post a video of myself on social media once a week.
  10. Upload two projects to GitHub.
  11. Finish a video game.
To remind myself, these goals were kept on my phone's lock screen so never should I forget:
(Image by Raoni Nery)

So, did I win the past few months? ... Let's say this is a learning experience.

Sell All Books

Failed. Only a single book of two or three dozen was sold (and for a pittance). The failure came from me using only Craigslist vs. Amazon Seller and bundling the books.

Update Schedule

Won. Calendar is clear with minimal additions. Further, a new morning routine is in place to maximize my accomplishments. That includes: Getting up at 6 AM everyday no matter what, writing / contributing to my quarterly goals first thing, then working out before the day job.

Real-Time, Text-Based Prototype

Failed. Not a complete failure, the prototype only has text recognition and some structures defined for code implementation. I know what I want to do - the next steps are to finish something demonstrable.

Hybrid Game Prototype

Failed. Even an attempt was abstained from. I may consider hiring someone in the future to render the prototype to specification later.

Fan Fic Outline

Won. Does an outline count if includes two branching possible narratives for the main character? I'm currently undecided.

Short Story Rewrites

Won. These were longer edits than anticipated. Nevertheless, I'm happy with the results. Any next step would have other folks critique them!

Novella Rewrite

Failed. The short stories took longer than expected, playing on my lack of planning.

Three Meal Binges

Won. I might get away with two in a week. Regardless, three works for me and I'll continue this experiment going forward.

Social Media Videos

Won. Success came merely as a technicality. Yes, videos were uploaded every week, but were they engaging? Provocative? A contribution to the world? I can do better.

GitHub Uploads

Won. Uploaded three older projects to GitHub! They don't reflect my current abilities. Instead, they serve as reminders to me that I can do things.

Finish a Video Game

Failed. Tried my hand at Darkest Dungeon. A very engaging game, but it had a repetitiveness and obvious setting back of playtime if mistakes were made. After attempting to complete it, I decided time was better invested in accomplishing other goals.


Six out of eleven isn't too bad for a first shot, but I'm a +90% kind of guy. A few things at home will be better regulated while I learn to say 'no' more easily.

Thus concludes the last quarter. Since this is long, look for the next post where I go over the goals due by September! (I promise to keep it short!)